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[26 Oct 2009|11:19pm] |
I can't do this alone!
I can't do this on approx. 30 hours pay a week!
Not exactly sure what I'm going to do.
I'm about to crack!
& it won't be pretty
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[19 Sep 2009|06:54pm] |
The move to Illinois went smoothly. Transferring stores was easy, and so far, I like this store better. It's bigger, prettier and cleaner. The people however, I miss the people that I worked with for five years. Here, I just go to work and do my job then go home. There's a select few that I talk to if/when we're working in close proximity to each other. Other than that, I don't really pay much attention to the people I work with.
Living with Corey is amazing. It's nice to be able to wake up and have him here. He's got me overly spoiled. Makes me lunch and has it ready when I get home for my lunch break. He does the laundry and cleans the house... I pretty much just work. It's a really nice change from all the meaningless relationships I've been in before. It proves to me that maybe there's a reason why it never worked out with certain people.
The only issue I have, is that all my friends (other than Corey) are 100 miles or more from me. I can't just pop in and hang out for a little bit then head home. Granted, I didn't really hang out with very many people before. But I still had a few options. It's a small price to pay for overall happiness, I know this. I'm overly happy to be out of my mom's house, out of the cliques and unfair work practices of my old store etc... It just really sucks that I don't know anybody here. Some days it gets to me more than others.
Everything will work out though. I have no doubts about that. It's just a matter of time.
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[30 Aug 2009|11:52am] |
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I got all moved. I'm now an Illinois resident. As of Sept. 3rd I'll be employed at the Galesburg Walmart. There's a little tension in the house thanks to my dog.. But other than that it's good so far. I guess we'll see how long it lasts.
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[19 Aug 2009|12:25am] |
I have eight more working days left in my old store. Just how lovely of them to make me stay for inventory on the 20th. Lame!!
Oh well, I'll be glad when the 28th comes. I'll be partying that night and then moving day is the 29th. I'll be glad to have it all over with. This packing and moving shit while working full work weeks is very tiring.
I start my new store on Sept 3rd. I'm excited for the trip to Minnesota to see Quietdrive with Chris, Kris and Corey. =) Lots is going on and it's all good things for once. I couldn't be happier.
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[05 Aug 2009|03:00pm] |
My transfer is almost complete. Or I think so anyway. The lady at the Galesburg store said she put the job offer into my transfer request this morning. She said to get with my store's personnel manager and decide a last day and then to call her and that we'd be able to go from there in deciding a start day and what not.
This couldn't happen at a better time. Honestly. I got a text from my aunt today saying that my mother emailed her. Apparently, my mom seems to think that emailing my aunt is the way to talk to me. Yes, it works because my aunt and I talk. However, be a fucking adult and TALK TO ME.. She spends all her time a room away. Sitting on her computer playing World Of Warcraft... She can get off her ass and walk into my room.
The other day she sent me a message from aim to my phone.. asking if I had $40 because her check for the water bill bounced and the water would be shut off if she didn't pay it by the next morning. First off, STOP TALKING THROUGH TECHNOLOGY... Get off your ass and talk to me like a human being.
As for the email.. No, I'm not living at my aunt's house. If she ever talked to me like a human being she would know that I have no money to give her rent because I had to spend half my check to get Illinois license plates on my car after my punk bitch of an ex boyfriend stole the Iowa plates off my car while I was at work. She would also realize that I stopped paying her rent when my brother and his girlfriend moved back from Florida with an entire moving truck worth of stuff that's piled in the living room and kitchen.
I guess she told my aunt that they've all tried to be nice to me and I'm nothing but rude to them. Yeah, okay whatever.. Get the fuck off my back.
But anyway, my transfer should be complete sometime really soon. Then I'll be moving to Galesburg, Illinois. At which time I plan to cut all ties and move on with my life. This is the best thing to happen to me for as long as I could remember and anything that's bringing me down will be left behind.
This time next month.. I'll be in heaven.
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